Going Bananas

My head's a-spinning.

I am reducing my meds and I thought I was doing
better.

Then today came. It's not a good day.

The weight isn't dropping (even though I'm forcing myself to exercise to get those endorphins up) and have been upping the water and fruit & veggies intake.

Nope - still 25 lbs to go.

 It doesn't matter if I have good food or bad, exercise or not.

So I'm focusing on the "getting healthy" versus the "losing weight".

But seriously ... how long do I need to remain large and unhappy?

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